Freedom

I loved you yeah what the heck is the big deal,
I believed all that you said so what the heck is that new?
You thought yeah she is a gullible fool, what the heck am not the first and i won't be the last
You thought you were smart but you were actually dumb,
You felt that being a man made you the king of the world but you never knew you were the king of the greatest fool,
You trampled on my feelings, you thought well let me beat her black and blue and she would keep crawling back but what the heck, abused partners do the same,
But ol' boy u were the biggest fool,
all the time you gave me sob and sad stories about mama being in hospital i knew weren't true ,but made u feel like your lies were working,
All the times you attacked my confidence i let you because i was waiting for you to trip,
boy, u were not the best, u were a liar, a cheat and a rogue
Am happy that the little mouse that u felt could not talk was the one that threw ur sorry ass out on the street.
Keep telling people that am having an independence phase, carry on believeing that because boy i have moved on,
Please stop sending me flowers and making me have hay fever.
Omoboy, you were not the man, u were the sad sorry loser that i had pity on...
Read my lips, am not having u back and i will never have u back, keep on crying and begging till Jesus comes back, i will never take u back not to talk of revoking the divorce.

You were a silly area boy that i took pity on .

Am happy and i have moved on......

Stop bugging me........

Hmmmmmmmmmmmn

Help o, I have a this friend, who used to go to my old church and left when she moved home and since the borough is far from church she started going to a deliverance church, anyways she calls once in a while, anyway was returning back from a send forth party on Sunday o when my phone rang.
Conversation
Me: Hello Ebun
Ebun: O ga o Laughter, anyway call me back, me ni credit
Laughter: whatz up ore, could read the tension in the air or should i say unrest
Ebun: Laughter, everything fine o
Me: How are the bros o
Ebun; don't get me started o, the guy am seeing came over to my place 2wks ago and i said to him this one that u treat me and this relationship as 2nd wife, o ga o. She said he then said that well u r already in that group
Laughter: sho

Anyway to cut the conversation short, friend tells me that she has been dating bobo donkey for 18months and no sign of seriousness and that he said that he has a wife and children somewhere, na so becuz of that she no well. I then said to her Ebun, have you been to his house, she said no
No ke, I then tore into her i said you a child of convenant, a royal priesthood dating a guy for 18months and you don't know his house, is that how it is now? she said he pointed the house out to her but he has never invited her in, I then said to her, you know what? the truth is that you know that this guy is not free, how else would a man come, eat, drink and then go to promise land on you and then go back to wherever he crept out for without you not querying.
She said he called her back a week after to say he was joking when he saw how cold she was.

I understand the need for us to settle but not in the essence settle for less just for the sake of being called Mrs!!!! I was so mean because i was just tired of seeing men come together and call some women names like Mugu and co because they know we wan marry.

I said to her, i really don't blame him, i blame you, how can a guy in this day and age come and eat and then sleep with you without you entering his premises, she then go on to say her mum told her that a prophecy was said about her that she would marry a divorcee, i said well bobo donkey ain't no divorcee, and this is someone that is holy than thou.

I said take me for example the last person i dated begged me for 6months for me to come back but his attitude stunk when we were together and all that promises of change never got to me, she said ehn he promised her marriage, i said pleeeeeeeeeeeeease wake up and smell the coffee which yeye marriage be that, 18months, a child would have started talking by now.

I told her without mincing my words, you better let the bobo go and stop focusing on marriage and focus on yourself and ask questions about why did I pretty babe like me allow a man to enjoy my body without checking things out, she said she will call me back in 5minutes, errm it is now wednesday no calls.

I was so mad with her, why is that we women take a lot of rubbbish and even allow ourselves to be treated as the rubbish house without allowing her brain to kick in, yeah i was harsh but i did not want to sugar-coat the issue. Am tired of chasing for something when the bible categorically says he that findeth a wife, not she, yeah, yeah i know some women do it but abeg i no fit.

Don't get me wrong, i want to marry but not because of marriage come allow guy free rein over my body whilst dangling wedding ring infront of me like carrot abeg carry go.
Some girls make it easy for gals but why is that we good girls are the one that suffer the most.

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp o.

I Still Know Who She Is

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80s arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On examining it I saw it was well healed, so I talked toone of the doctors and got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while! As she is a victim of Alzheimer's disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now. I was surprised and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't knowwho you are?' He smiled as he patted my hand and said, 'She doesn't know me but I still know who she is.' I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm and thought, 'That is the kind of love I want in my life.

True love is neither physical nor romantic'

A little something

The Poem I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees. My Christian duty was now done My soul could rest at ease..... All day long I had no time To spread a word of cheer No time to speak of Christ to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear. No time, no time, too much to do, That was my constant cry, No time to give to souls in need But at last the time, the time to die. I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God! held a book; It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said "Your name I cannot find I once was going to write it down... But never found the time" Now do you have the time to pass it on? Joy I live in my own little world. But it's OK... They know me Here! If you look at what you do not have in life, you don't have anything, If you look at what you have in life, you have everything.

Happy

Am happy to be alive,
Happy as am a child of covenant,
Happy and free as the birds in the sky with no clips on my wings,
I soar on eagles wings
Am happy to be free
Am happy as I am part of the chosen few
Am happy that God has been good to me
but most especially am happy because I am me.

God Bless

Life

Wow, well was on FB on saturday being jobless as i tend to wake up on saturdays at 6 or 7am(bizarre) but on this day after clearing the dishes in the kitchen i decided to surf the internet hence got on FB. I saw someone that looked my school daughter whilst back in Naija and guess wat she was the one, called her at night gisted for hours as we had a lot to catch up and i then felt old.

Life has treated me well i must admit, sometimes i can be a bit of a loner, i like staying indoors buit see now i am dating the hubby and yet i sometimes feel like there is no spark but then maybe it is becuz of condition right now.

She was such a lovely daughter then but hey na life be that I guess.

Carnival Ride

Hmnn, well am new to this blog thingy o but boy am i excited i have internet space on the www, how nice am sure my father would be very happy with me ( me think).

Well, the weekend was really nice, apart from the rain but i slept in yesterday can u imagine, and here i was on saturday going to bed early so that io could go for the early service at 8a.m but dat no happen o, sad me, but my brother and i went to see the mummy and it was just waste of time.

Anyways i have been having men palaver since o but did i mention i was single and all the guys i keep meeting either get one probs or the other but i thought when you meet the husband it would be stress free, in fact na that one come get problem pass o.

I am just taking a day at a time whilst crying to baba God to sort us out. How come it is only women that pray sor sorting things out and not the bobos, God help us i guess this is part of the helpmate business.

Well, am happy to say the least and enjoying the dating game again although i have not rested from the last bobo i dated na im husband gan gan come show face so u can imagine the coaster ride o,
I need help, can u please shed some light on this and how can i rest from the luggages and baggaes from the old relationship.

Any suggestions.

Awww the Joy

Hmmmmn, many at times i wonder am i really in acuckoo land or in the real world, i really do not know but i wonder why i can be a one way street atimes, I guess only my father in heaven knows why